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Thursday, August 13, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 2:16 PM ]
2:16 PM



"Not every good choice is God's choice and seeking God's will is the most important part. "

This was what I took out of reading last night. Nearly all of our choices are good choices and good choices are aplenty, but there's only one that will be part of God's perfect plan for us. Sometimes there must be essential delays when God's plan includes not only our lives but also the lives of others. The word "wait" is really hard since I've hardly got much patience but God always saves the best for those who are willing to wait on it. When we fail to wait, we are out of God's will.

"Even when we do the right thing out of God's timing, it's still disobedience and will bring frustration and confusion to what could have been a blessing. The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing. "

This paragraph hit me really hard. Even the right thing done at the wrong time is wrong? I never used to think this was it. To me the right thing is the right thing I guess, and there's probably no right time to do the right thing? This really enlightened me. Seeing all that has happened around me this 2 weeks, God's really helping me to see that indeed the right things can done wrong at a time if God has not ordained for it to happen. I've indeed fallen into the cycle but I don't think it was a coincidence that God spoke to me about this last night. Once again, I felt the connection I had with God which probably downed in the amounts of pure blonde i had in the past weeks. The parts I read addressed the issues I had to deal with and this was God talking to me. Personalized.



Friday, August 07, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 3:44 AM ]
3:44 AM



i always thought i knew what love is when i see it. like how each time i see rach n dav, i used to picture them walking down the aisle. that was the picture of love to me. the epitome of a love and a relationship i knew. but now, all's changed. im really upset that things have ended like that. they made me believe there was love somewhere out there, but now i just think love does not exist. maybe God wasn't really in their relationship, but that aside, i think they were made for each other. their love was so pure, so beautiful, so envious. WHY, WHY GOD. tell me why, God. 29 mths. that isnt a short time at all.


Thursday, July 30, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 1:44 AM ]
1:44 AM



tonight's a happy night Ü

ran to swan and back. dinner. monopoly. laughters, koksters, lame jokes, chillax.

this is life!


Saturday, July 25, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 5:20 PM ]
5:20 PM



wheeee! COD was really exciting. rum sucks though. especially the horrible mixture of it with coke and other weird stuff.YIKES. but it was really fun watching people get all boisterous and crazy and high. song was funny to watch. cheryl was hilarious, and marc, i dunno what else to say. we started having a COD policeman to ensure that everyone was drinking enough too. quite eventful.

this week saw the breaking of 4 glasses in the household. i decided that it'll prolly be safer with plastic cups so i bought the rainbow ikea ones. wheeee rainbow. more meatballs too!



Sunday, June 28, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 11:48 PM ]
11:48 PM



i would give anything just to see that shocked face expression again. that made my day!


Tuesday, June 23, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 2:20 AM ]
2:20 AM



today's prolly one of the happiest days of this winter break. the sun was shining today, i woke early to meet mark and jess and kari and van and evelynn to skate. was really fun to catch up with people u grew up with. 10 years have passed since we first knew one another, on the rink. those nostalgic times of competing, travelling, training, falling, landing those jumps, ... now we've all grown up, suck so badly at skating now if cai shu were here, she'll shake her head.

met the RE people after for dinner. had xlb and la mian at imperial treasure, and then we headed off to tcc for some desserts and more catching up time. it just dawned upon me that the pursuit for happyness is actually very easy. i told sam that it's just the gathering of a few friends that you really cherish and love, sharing and filling out the missing pages in one another's lives and doing some silly things together, pretending that the world revolves only around us, abandon those cares and worries, and a moment later, you become light headed with the immense joy and euphoria derived from the sheer bonds that have been reconnected. that dinner made me really really happy.

when i reached home, i raced to order my macbook pro. it's coming in 3 days! im so excited, i was going to go out to run away the excitement!

CEL IS HAPPY TODAY.

I discovered that the pursuit for happyness is actually really easy Ü


Monday, June 15, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 5:30 PM ]
5:30 PM



i don't understand. i don't understand why there are some guys out there who are sooooo nice, yet they seek girls that can't even be bothered much about them, or in any case, are just empty vessels without much intelligence, character, personality or even skills. they're just pretty, or skinny, and that's all the nice guys are attracted to. what sort of world do we live in these days?