LiFe: 08/01/2009 - 09/01/2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 2:16 PM ]
2:16 PM



"Not every good choice is God's choice and seeking God's will is the most important part. "

This was what I took out of reading last night. Nearly all of our choices are good choices and good choices are aplenty, but there's only one that will be part of God's perfect plan for us. Sometimes there must be essential delays when God's plan includes not only our lives but also the lives of others. The word "wait" is really hard since I've hardly got much patience but God always saves the best for those who are willing to wait on it. When we fail to wait, we are out of God's will.

"Even when we do the right thing out of God's timing, it's still disobedience and will bring frustration and confusion to what could have been a blessing. The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing. "

This paragraph hit me really hard. Even the right thing done at the wrong time is wrong? I never used to think this was it. To me the right thing is the right thing I guess, and there's probably no right time to do the right thing? This really enlightened me. Seeing all that has happened around me this 2 weeks, God's really helping me to see that indeed the right things can done wrong at a time if God has not ordained for it to happen. I've indeed fallen into the cycle but I don't think it was a coincidence that God spoke to me about this last night. Once again, I felt the connection I had with God which probably downed in the amounts of pure blonde i had in the past weeks. The parts I read addressed the issues I had to deal with and this was God talking to me. Personalized.



Friday, August 07, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 3:44 AM ]
3:44 AM



i always thought i knew what love is when i see it. like how each time i see rach n dav, i used to picture them walking down the aisle. that was the picture of love to me. the epitome of a love and a relationship i knew. but now, all's changed. im really upset that things have ended like that. they made me believe there was love somewhere out there, but now i just think love does not exist. maybe God wasn't really in their relationship, but that aside, i think they were made for each other. their love was so pure, so beautiful, so envious. WHY, WHY GOD. tell me why, God. 29 mths. that isnt a short time at all.