LiFe: 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
Saturday, April 17, 2004
[ last edited by *celly on 9:56 PM ]
9:56 PM



man... i don't like life the way it is now.. alwayz nagged at to study, pressurized by exams, troubled by relationships....

Love can be of many splendid things
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sail and fairy tails
It will make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
And like a drug that makes you blind
It will fool you everytime

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesnt care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my worlds a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I'd swore I'd never love again
Swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin and I keep on falling
over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is)
The trouble with love is yea
(It can tear you up inside)
It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie)
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall)
Your losing all control
(And you can't refuse the call)
ooooooooooooooo
See you've got no say at all
(The trouble with love is)
oooooooooooooooooooo yea yea

Love really is such a trouble. often, ppl wonder whether the other loves them. most ppl dun get the answer to it. some ppl when they do, get upset. others when they do feel on top of the world. y cant the world b made such tt the person whom u love loves u as well? sigh.... i love u so much... but to u i mite probably b juz another fren... The trouble with love...


Saturday, April 03, 2004
[ last edited by *celly on 11:37 PM ]
11:37 PM



ahhh i hate my com! it crashed when i was typing so so so much yesterday! as a result allz gone... but nvm i'll b copying rini's 1 here n will b editing a lil so u guys noe more bout my most enjoyable day of 2004!

My Most Memorable Day (adapted from entry of Rini Supardi)
Went to Bishan Park this morning, feeling super achy from stupid standing broad jump.
Tham,Zhimin,Sam and Rach and I decided to run together.But then...Rini was afraid that she couldn't run as fast as Tham so she joined Zhiyu and Chong. My 1st time ever in my life running x-country. I aimed to get top 10 for house, n well i guess the determination 4 it eventually got the better of me. I was pacing after ppl who were like house runners... damn pro ppl who run a lot basically. was feeling very tired even in the 1st part ald man! must b cuz i hate running n seldom run at all. those ppl ran super fast man! so hard to catch up wif em, but each time i wanted to give up n relent, i prayed. Each time i saw some1 running past me i picked up speed. Many times i felt dizzy n faint, but was determined to continue, since it'll b my 1st n last x-country in SMSS. ppl were cheering n cheering amongst my train of thoughts of running, winning... they were blurry probably cuz i was feeling dizzy. then i saw Mr Chan. he hollered that the finish point was right ahead(point point) and I was focusing but couldn't see it(can't he just say it's around the corner.....)but I raaannnn,and right when I saw Ms.Kang, she shouted "go celena go!!" so enthusiastically. i sprinted wif all my might n after awhile i reached the finishing line! i was glad i came in top 10!! haha i came in 9th!! tt moment i felt all the pain, aches n panting taking over me.Woooooo!!Finally I finished it. i never wld haf thought of myself running x-country cuz i really really hate running!ahhh den shortly i saw rini. i heard she collasped n i ran to check how she was doing.

excerpt frm RINI's blog: "Mrs.Ee and LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE pulled her up and moved me to the shades,then made me breath slowly,in and out.All the while,I was tearing but I wasn't even scared.FINALLY!I know what is the feeling of fainting.Celena and Tham was there,so I felt safer.Then after I felt better,I started laughing.Because it was so embarassing...aaaaggghhh...Celena won the 9th place for Tolley!3 cheers,3 cheers,3 cheers for Celly!Hip hip hooray!Hip hip hooray!Hip Hip hooray!WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!You rock girl!I really respect your perseverence.Yes,Tham kinda sprained her ankle.So Zhimin and I moved her nearer to the assembly area and then Christine and Ning Die came.Ning Die was twisting her ankle this way and that to see where it hurts and it was so funny because Sarah was like,ao ao,yes there,no no,yes,ouch,no,yes...hAhahahahahhahaha...so funnnnnyyyyyy.Aghhhh,writing the other portion of the story tomorrow.It's too interesting to be summarised.SKATER BOIII....oh Celena...I WANT HIM!!!!hahaha....Oh anyway,just a sneak preview to tomorrow's portion,Celena is very high and lame-o-ified today.CRAZY!!!


Celly and I and a group of girls form 4/6 decided to go to one bus stop further so that we would not need to jostle into the bus with the sea of sweaty skins.Then halfway there,we saw the bus coming.Gosh,it was damn tiring to run again.Then when we were in the bus,this bunch of super lame guys started making...fox whistle or whatever you call that.Damn despo right?Then we reached J8,and it was full of people.And since we were in our PE shorts,we kept a constant lookout for Mrs.Lee.I think the teacher in black t-shirt and berms is cute(except the eyebag)but nobody think so.Aihhhhh.And Celly didn't believe he was a teacher cuz he looked so young..."
saw tis RI debater called dunno wad mohamud 1 along the way n he stared at me n i stared back. took me quite awhile to figure out who he was. by the time i wanted to ask bout how his debate went he has ald walked briskly away...

"Then the place was swarming with RI guys too.I think they're either very ugly or very handsome.One of the RI guys were shouting some guys' name and Cel said that it was one of the hottest guy in her primary school who had transferred to Cat. High.Dunno which one of the three but all of them looked good.Then we went to eat at Sakae Sushi and saw my junior and Zhimin,Winnie,Eunice that group.We ate chawanmushi(our favourite) and our own orders and then before that,we went to the NTUC there.There was this Liberty Market inside and they sold Jelly Belly!Was so happy and bought a packet but too bad,they didn't have the popcorn flavour.Anyways,we walked around and went Mini Toons and wandered aimlessly around and I decided to go home so took a Taxi."
After that i met rini. heard tt she almost met wif accident when she was in the cab going home.
"Was soaking wet and then my phone rang.Turned out that Celly was going towards Orchard MRT TOO!!!!!So I hurried there,drenched like mad,and then she told me that she saw skater boy two minutes before I arrived T_____________________________________________T
But anyways,we quickly got onto the mrt and went into the Cathedral slightly late and shivering.Sat with Rach and then the commendation began.It was so hilarious because we were teasing Mr.Lim for falling asleep,laughing at how the prefect plop down like a robot,discuss about what if the prefects replied"I do,Buddha being my helper"....(Rach ah....)hahahahahah,and lotsa other stuffs.
Then Celly and I went to Raffles City,Mango as our first stop.Then we travelled all around and then went to buy chocolates,commented on many many many cute guys and oH!!!Saw many rugby players(who came for Sevens) and they're all so gorgeous.Then we went to NYDC and *sigh* the waiter whom I asked whether can pay by the nets or not has two earrings and a gorgeous pair of eyes.Then we went to get money because they didn't accept nets.Then we went back,and he changed shift >.< but there was this waiter whom Celly think was quite cute and I think looked acceptable.So we ordered Three Amigos and ..I can't remember what spaghettti I ordered and Celly taught me how to eat spaghetti(it's damn cool,twirl twirl,slurp)and then,I made a toilet break before coming back to eat the SUPERBLY DELICIOUS MUDPIE(WITH NUTS,OREO,LOTS OF CHOCS SYRUP AND COLD ICE CREAM MIXED IN ONE!!!)Tasted heavenly.Then...we made patterns on the leftover syrup and I took photos of it.Then as I was recording Celena's "drama acting" (HI!I AM CELENA.......),a waitress came in between us and it was darn hilarious and everyone started laughing(actually the waiters and waitresses already started laughing before at our looney acts)then we paid and cao....
And then we went where ah...where did we go...hmmm...oH!We went up and there was this cafe where Celly thought the waiter was quite cute(kinda small sized but cute)then went to RHS and all those weird shops and then on the way back...I CANT BELIEVE IT!On the two way escalator,Celly gripped my hand and went "THATS THE SKATER BOY!!!!!" So I looked at him and apart from his not so perfect skin,he looked irresistable.Gosh...he's holding onto his skate board and His eyes...SIGH,I can just go up in flames.Then we started talking about him,and aghhh...he lives so near Celly!?Even the NYDC waiter lives near Celly T_______________________T Unfair....(AND EVEN!EVEN Zhiyu has a cute Korean neigbour whom she could talk to.....WAAAAA,How come my neighbour is a pair of retired couple...BOOHOOOOOOO)
Anyways,I've decided to like him.So we prayed that he'll take 162 with us but he didn't.Then Celly talked about all those drama stuff that could happen if skater boi board the bus where I alight...hahahahahahha,it's so damn bloody funny.I reached my stop at 10 and then was so freaked out by the Lesbo Pontianak we talked about in the bus that I brisk walk all the way home.Agh....tired like mad so I bathe,went online and fall asleep right away.
Today is such a relaxing day!!"
man i really loved yesterday!! it was 1 of the nicest day ever, wif cute guyz everywhere, i had so much fun! rini, life wifout u wld b sad... i cant imagine having to live wifout ur lamenes! ahhh hope to c ska8ter boi n waiter soon. hehe saw tt waiter tis afnoon again. cld not help laughing when i saw him. dunno y... i want sk8ter boi!! :)