LiFe
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
[ last edited by *celly on 9:40 PM ]
9:40 PM



Shit. I knew i shld haf studied for history. I shld haf listened to Rini n study history instead of chinese. Now itz over. I probably would expect a fail after all tt smoking in my essay. I did not noe wad to write at all! I Could only sit dere, in the corner of the room, grasping on to my pen, trying to remember wad i've been taught b4, at the same time trying to see how much my dear fren rachel has written. All i could tink of were the same points tt rang loudly in my brain, which i had obviously written it down long ago. I stoned. And stoned. And stoned, all this while ms ho was looking at me. Tried to squeeze out smth frm my brain n only managed to crap even more. I juz pray tt i'll pass. A pass would be good enuf for me. Fortunately my chinese paper wasnt tt bad. At least i studied it. Surprisingly, itz the 1st time i cld ever finish so much of the filling in of blacks wifout the han yu pin yin. But i wonder if dey r correct. So many wad ifs appeared im my mind today.

Wad if i din not pass my history test?
Wad if my chinese paper still failed?
Wad if i failed end of year?
Wad if i dun get good results 4 my os?
Wad if i dun get into rjc?
Wad if i dun make it 4 medicine school?
Wad if i quit sk8ting now?
Wad if my frenz left me 4 others?
Wad if i die tmr?

will anyone care? i hope someone does.

Sigh....

i guess i gotta start studying now. to those of u who havent even touch ur books, i urge u to start now. dun regret not studying enuf n end up dropping subjects. dun let wad ifs appear in ur mind. make it a pt to haf i did it in ur mind. May God bless all of u.