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12:50 AM

my new hairstyle... hehe throw me ur comments ppl!!

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3:45 PM

i hate being an understudy. loathe it. if only i were older.. i wouldnt have to endure being elaine's understudy. i want ann powers as my coach! currently coachless and i feel so inferior compared to my mates who have already improved far beyond what i've expected. laziness is constantly a factor leading to the downfall of man's behaviour. with laziness hovering around me all the time, i cant seem to break away from the secluded space, constained by not only it, but also the lack of interest and my pride. i used to think i was 1 of the better skaters in singapore, till recently, i realised that many have far overtaken me, running at a pace faster and rising to challenge me. i ought to humble myself, and start practicing soon, otherwise i'll be left behind in this race that seemingly does not end. although i do not dream of myself as an olympic skater or someone close to it, i still do love skating. i must curb laziness. nationals are in february, and i want to go for it...

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11:38 PM

today i cut my hair!! haha i've got a fringe now, but itz not the toot nerd 1... itz those tt slant at the ends... like asymerical fringe.. my mum still nagging cuz she tinks $25 to cut a lil bit of hair is too much. like wad the... i cut so much hair off!! juz tt cuz it was layered n the length was kept so it din look like i cut it. after tt had to go 4 tuition. learnt loci(pronounced as low-sai) yep pretty lame topic. well after tt i went to town to meet derek. we had to get a present 4 val's bday so went to town. he bought her a mogu cushion, while i.. erm.. din haf enuf time to pick her a nice prezzie so i'll buy it tmr. saw jane sarah n company in cineleisure too. wa tt jane ar.. so chio.. wear till so sexy.. haha getting a bit bored so dotz r all coming out.. okok was very entertained by derek's sense of humour man! thanks 4 keeping me company n making my life more interesting! =)

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1:08 AM

yipee!! today was a relli relli fun day, till tt jerk apeared, but overall the day was good!! went 4 my skating rehearsal off ice at national stadium today, was the 1st practice so i was expecting quite a lot. yep so i was dere n i had loads of fun! well we're suppose to perform on dec 15th cuz the secretary of SSC is retiring n we're gonna b performing a number of sports on ice, of which im involved in golf, rugby n bowling. well well, dunno y dey made me do these sports but i tink dey were great at making me do those!! woo hoo! love the rugby especially, cuz i get to tackle the gals... hehe n itz full contact.. gonna b on ice, n im the oldest among the team of ruggers,oso the biggest size so im at advantage!! i needa learn how to play rugby proper cuz we were told we needa look a lil pro, so gotta learn how to pass n so on.. all on ice!! whee!! we start the rugby thing wif a rugby dance, the kind u c b4 a competition, den we start the 'match' frm a scrum. i tink it is a scrum, dun really noe wadz it called. well den whoeva gets the ball starts. problem is i dunno whether front pass is allowed in full contact rugby so we were all back passing till touchdown. haha my team was great man! the other team din even bother to try defending so we kept touching down. whee!! but we cant kick... sighh... yea some1 commented tt i shld relax bout the rugby thing cuz i will b performing michelle kwan's number Fields of Gold after the rugby thing, so suppose to b graceful demure n wad haf we here. yep den they were like u act well as a rugger. rite. haha den i got picked to b a golfer too. such a old ppl thing.. yikes.. gotta work wif like aunties n uncles.. sigh.. but fortunately i m not the caddy. well i tink dey must b like "all ur fault. now i cant b a golfer. gotta b ur caddy." haha not very into tis golf thing... rugbyz still the best!!
REHEARSAL
whee!! rehearsal was fun today too!! 1st time 4 derek to come 4 practice, n we changed the 1st scene again. now sarahz pregnant, n she'll commit suicide. ai yo.. me so evil.. go n seduce her husband... haha but rehearsal was relli fun. tired of typing so shallnt go into details. well it was fun till tt idiot came. so irritable!! sigh... still annoyed...

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1:00 AM

NEWS!
Im so happy n excited!! yay!! im performing on 15th dec for skating!! wadz betta is tt im gonna skate to michelle kwan's fields of gold. woo! im so excited bout trainings now! still cant believe tt the skating association wld actually call me up to ask me to perform, despite my slackness in skating. havent trained since lemme tink... end of exams? tink im pretty rusty ald, but will train super hard!! must do it well!! btw ppl who r reading tis, pls go n watch me on that day k? pls!!! i wan ur support!! tink it'll b a great program cuz they're getting a canadian cheorographer 4 me! yippeee!! cant wait to get back to the ice again!
SHOPPING?
went out wif claud n rachie to town today, n rachie bought a new wallet frm roxy. hmm things dere seem to get cheaper n cheaper day by day! her wallet was 16.90 if im not wrong. yep so den we went to tis furniture shop above all those surfie shops n spent an hour there! can u believe it? an hour in afurniture shop! but tt shop was relli cool. now i wanna haf an apartment which i wanna stay wif my freenz!! will b so fun! =) den off we went to MANGO, where my nitemare began. i became a barbie doll. haha rite u din c wrongly. i became a barbie. claud rachie n i were juz browsing den the 2 of em suggested tt i tried on smth. ok i tried on smth, but dey came wif more! made me try so many things!! was fun la, but a lil terrorizing tho, wif those bold clothes tt i'll not exactly wear. so there was a black top wif a metal ring, haltered n glittery. tt was pretty, wif the silk asymerical skirt, but it was so ex!! smth i wun wanna waste $ on. den dere was another black toga, which had stringie ends as 'sleeves'. tt was nice too. well almost everythin i tried on was nice, cuz there were slimming mirrors tt made me look skinnier n a lil taller. tt was good! haha made me look like a model, but pretty deceiving tho. claud rachie n i were looking 4 the best decevious mirror man.. well tt was a fun experience, n i loved the red dress, which had 2 slits at the ribs area, n halter necked. was pretty satisfied wif everythin i tried, but din haf the $ to buy. even if i had, i prob wun end up buying anythin, cuz itz relli far too ex 4 me, unless im gonna wear it 4 prom? yep n i'll prob hafta lose 5kgs 1st.. needa lose weight b4 15th dec. any diet lists or exercise plans pls tell me!!!! thanks!!

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11:22 PM

to RINI: I MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS TIS MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(btw i din copy n paste it. typed out everythin.)
ai yo gal ar... i miss u so so so much u noe!! wifout u around i cant seem to find some1 tt fun to go out wif! cant go guy watching, cant go shopping.... wifout u life is so much more boring! hey shld i go to indonesia? hmmm i miss u leh... den i shall stay in ur house... hehe... btw ur haircut made u look so kawaii! like jap now man... hip n funky dude.

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine(well not my only la huh...)
you make me happy, when skies are grey.
you never know dear, how much i love you (eh love u as fren!)
so pls dun take my sunshine away.

so sad my sunshinez gone... sigh...

11:15 PM

shall mention bout my 'adventure' yesterday after church. not a very big adventure, but was really fun man! after church yesterday a grp of us: me rachel jeanette victoria my bro alvin derek n titus went to harbourfront 4 dinner. well the adventure will not start here, but anyway shall include tis in too. so we headed to pasta mania, following the intoxicating smell of the pasta sauce, which cld b smelled frm far far away. so we settled down n ordered pasta. my lovely mei decided to treat me, but i was a lil pai seh to make her treat me, so she only paid half of the cost. well thanks a lot my pretty mei mei! haha so me rach n vic decided to share our pasta so we cld taste a variety of pastas. well, as usual, rach din manage to finish hers n pushed it to titus, while vic pushed her prawns n srooms to me, while i desperately tried to get rid of my pasta by passing it to her. sounds confusing? haha well i suppose jeanette must haf felt outta place cuz she was sitting in btwn us n food drinks n serviettes were passed all over her. ai yo poor thing. so in the end after all the passing the pasta ended up on alvinz table. haha im so amazed at how much he can eat! well he finished a quarter of my pasta 4 me, abt close to half of vicz n he ate his own 1 in like less than 15mins? next time go 4 buffet must bring him along. most worth it i tell u. now i sound so mean liaoz.. ok end of dinner. so rach, titus n vic left 4 home, while the rest of us were left to roam. derek was hungry, so we had to look 4 a place 4 him to fill up rite? he wanted to go to town, but alvin was apprehensive bout it so we decided on going to holland v after like standing more than 10 mins at the overhead bridge, wif a jeanette tt was so bored she started exercising her torso. shld ask her to demostrate it 1 day. itz pretty cute. amongst her exercising was a debate on whether the exercise wld actually trim fats, n a grp of posers who played thoing thoia, n we kept laughing n laughing. i dunno y, but we kept laughing n laughing thruout the nite. esp me. den we were at the mrt station, laughing n laughing again, cuz we saw tis transversite wif 2 high ponytails at the sides of his/her head. i cldnt help laughing as soon as i saw it n den alvin started laughing, den every1 started laughing. was damn funny. relli. well many stupid things were suggested, like getting jeanette to pee in the dustbin instead since we cldnt find a toilet. den we travelled to holland v, where alvin n derek ate at bk, a meal each. ttz y i said im amazed at how much alvin can eat, n yet wun grow fat! not fair.... bleahz. o the other details i shallnt type liaoz, since tis post is getting so long... ttz all folks!


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11:39 PM

the weather is cold n rainy outside now, n i feel lonely. everyone is asleep now in my family, n im sitting here, feeling frozen in tis chair, typing this. im hungry too. y is there so much grieve n sadness in the world? y cant ppl live wif ppl in harmony? there are so many instances in which ppl do not seem to c eye to eye wif the others around. from small instances such as friendship problems, which seems like a major world political problem to us, to big instances, like war. ppl juz cant seem to live in perfect harmony in the world. life is even more bitter than the bittergourd, cold like antarctica n as hard as diamond. y cant the world b a more friendly place like wad 1 sees in cartoons? if only...

10:53 PM

im sorry if i've been too frank wif u, but i juz wanted u to noe how i feel n perhaps a lil bout eunice too. seems like u're so quiet nowadays, n i've gotta start tinking of wad 'pickup line' i can use. im sure u felt the drift btwn us rite? i dunno wad i can say now, but alwayz remember tt i'll b ur fren no matter wad. we mite quarrel, isolate each other or 'attack' each other sometimes, but no matter wad, we'll b frenz 4eva more. im sorry if i've appeared tt im neglecting u. the only lame excuse i can tink of is tests. well it probably is a very lousy excuse to use, but ya. i dunno y. i tink im becoming much of an introvert, or much of a wallflower,sitting dere, listening to ppl talk. sigh. i tink im pmsing nowadays, cuz i kinda feel it. so if u guyz haf been emotionally or physically attacked pls tell me k? i'll apologise... rite. ok shall b all to today. i cant tink of anything else interesting. im bored n i feel like a pig wif no life. all i want to do everyday is juz slp. slp my life away.


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11:39 PM

Frenz
u. y must it b u again. u r alwayz complaining abt how u feel n how i treat u. but do care bout how i feel at all? sometimes i tink u're too selfish. u dun care bout how ppl feel, how ppl wld feel like when they r insulted by ur harsh n seemingly insensitive words. i feel n my heart bleeds 4 eunice nowadays, as i listen to how she gets insulted almost everyday by u. y cant she insult ur class? u alwayz insult her n tink nothin bout it so y cant she do the same too? u haf feelings, yes u will cuz u r human, but do u tink she doesnt haf feelings? she has feelings too u noe. mayb u shld start tinking bout how insensitive u sometimes can b. mayb u shld change the way u speak, putting words in a lighter manner, instead of being so harsh. i shld say sorry 4 saying ur class is a loser, n doing tt L thing, but i juz feel a sense of injustice here. u dunno how i feel do u? well i shld tell u bout it. we din wanna join tis shit thing n were forced into it. so we had to do it, wasting so much of our life away, learning n tinking of steps, while u ppl did not do anythin, n got urselves disqualified. is tt fair to us? u guyz din wanna do it n 'was' allowed. we? no choice but to do it. i tink u still dun feel the injustice we xperience. itz ok. let bygones b bygones. i juz dun get y u can comfortably sit there n make fun of some1, den the person gets all emotional n u dun care. y izit tt i alwayz hafta b 'warring' wif u? exams time we get to war. y? i never wan to compete wif u 4 anythin, but u alwayz feel like i m, n i sometimes feel tt u alwayz wan to b betta than me in all aspects of life. yes u r pretty, intelligent n popular, but pls grow a lil sympathy, otherwise u'll gradually lose all ur frenz. i tink u do realise tt u r somehow starting to lose frenz rite? im not trying to curse u or wad, but juz wanna tell u bout it. we alwayz dun seem to c eye to eye cuz we dun give in enuf i guess. i try to, i do try to give in to u all the time, but do u also do try ur very best? i dunno. i juz feel like im sometimes being abused emotionally cuz of ur insensitivity. u alwayz complain bout ur feelings, but do u realise tt some ppl actually dun complain much bout how dey feel, unless therez a real need to? lifez hard u noe. itz not as easy as u tink. some ppl r not as privelliged as u, being treated like a princess. u get away wif many things tt ppl gotta take responsibility 4. pls appreciate it n dun go too far off the limits, otherwise lifez not gonna b the same as eva, n u'll hafta face the cruel, unfair n harsh consequences. i hope u're happy. i dunno y it juz came into my mind tt i wan u to b happy. well u may ask whether im happy, n i'll frankly say tt im not happy. i feel burdened. burdened by tis frenship, burdened by many other things in life. i was happy. but not anymore... but i dun blame u 4 it.. i 2 hafta take some responsibility.

11:20 PM

i was realli happy today. i was. relli. i woke up today, met up wif kan yu to hand her the ci yu shou ce 4 her o's next fri, den went to mgs fair n den to town. the whole day was packed wif adventures n fun!
The Fair
the fair was so fun, but at the same time it was so crowded wif so many ppl! by the time rini n i reached mgs it was bout 1 plus. met up wif van n she passed me the tix. well when i saw her she was in a rather messy state. she had loads of colour all over her. gross... haha. den rini n i went around walking, eating,scouting. not bad! saw quite a few cuties, guyz,lil gals,lil kids. btw saw tyron today(if im not wrong). hez pretty short 4 a guy. haha but nvm, tt doesnt realli matter to me. so we ate n walked till we were tired. the sch is so huge! i admire ppl in mgs now, cuz they've got sucha great big sch to study in, wif a conducive environment, while poor me, sch is pretty sucky. the buildingz alrite, but the sch is small n alwayz in need of $$$$!!!!! well all tt doesnt matter much, cuz i haf gr8 frenz in sch! love ya ppl loads! i must admit im such a glutton man. spent all $10 on food. the food there was so ex! like $2 4 3 potato pieces tt were soooo small. haha but itz ok la.. for fundraising n no choice had to buy the tix frm van. din manage to c victoria today. shld haf asked abt her whereabouts n go n de siao her.. haha

Town
after the fair rini n i went to town. woa... was relli fun too! went to cine, den to heeren den to taka n wisma. cine was pretty boring. went there to do nothin man, so we went to heeren instead. saw many many cute guyz in both mgs n in town today man... haha saw tis quite cute 1 in kfc wearing a white shirt, but his shirt had tt so similar blue stain in which van had in the fair. well mayb he went there too. haha he looked so much like belda!!! so much so tt even his actions were like hers! haha haf many other stories too, but im lazy to type liaoz. jump outta tis.