LiFe
Saturday, November 01, 2003
[ last edited by *celly on 11:39 PM ]
11:39 PM



Frenz
u. y must it b u again. u r alwayz complaining abt how u feel n how i treat u. but do care bout how i feel at all? sometimes i tink u're too selfish. u dun care bout how ppl feel, how ppl wld feel like when they r insulted by ur harsh n seemingly insensitive words. i feel n my heart bleeds 4 eunice nowadays, as i listen to how she gets insulted almost everyday by u. y cant she insult ur class? u alwayz insult her n tink nothin bout it so y cant she do the same too? u haf feelings, yes u will cuz u r human, but do u tink she doesnt haf feelings? she has feelings too u noe. mayb u shld start tinking bout how insensitive u sometimes can b. mayb u shld change the way u speak, putting words in a lighter manner, instead of being so harsh. i shld say sorry 4 saying ur class is a loser, n doing tt L thing, but i juz feel a sense of injustice here. u dunno how i feel do u? well i shld tell u bout it. we din wanna join tis shit thing n were forced into it. so we had to do it, wasting so much of our life away, learning n tinking of steps, while u ppl did not do anythin, n got urselves disqualified. is tt fair to us? u guyz din wanna do it n 'was' allowed. we? no choice but to do it. i tink u still dun feel the injustice we xperience. itz ok. let bygones b bygones. i juz dun get y u can comfortably sit there n make fun of some1, den the person gets all emotional n u dun care. y izit tt i alwayz hafta b 'warring' wif u? exams time we get to war. y? i never wan to compete wif u 4 anythin, but u alwayz feel like i m, n i sometimes feel tt u alwayz wan to b betta than me in all aspects of life. yes u r pretty, intelligent n popular, but pls grow a lil sympathy, otherwise u'll gradually lose all ur frenz. i tink u do realise tt u r somehow starting to lose frenz rite? im not trying to curse u or wad, but juz wanna tell u bout it. we alwayz dun seem to c eye to eye cuz we dun give in enuf i guess. i try to, i do try to give in to u all the time, but do u also do try ur very best? i dunno. i juz feel like im sometimes being abused emotionally cuz of ur insensitivity. u alwayz complain bout ur feelings, but do u realise tt some ppl actually dun complain much bout how dey feel, unless therez a real need to? lifez hard u noe. itz not as easy as u tink. some ppl r not as privelliged as u, being treated like a princess. u get away wif many things tt ppl gotta take responsibility 4. pls appreciate it n dun go too far off the limits, otherwise lifez not gonna b the same as eva, n u'll hafta face the cruel, unfair n harsh consequences. i hope u're happy. i dunno y it juz came into my mind tt i wan u to b happy. well u may ask whether im happy, n i'll frankly say tt im not happy. i feel burdened. burdened by tis frenship, burdened by many other things in life. i was happy. but not anymore... but i dun blame u 4 it.. i 2 hafta take some responsibility.