LiFe
Thursday, November 27, 2003
[ last edited by *celly on 3:45 PM ]
3:45 PM



i hate being an understudy. loathe it. if only i were older.. i wouldnt have to endure being elaine's understudy. i want ann powers as my coach! currently coachless and i feel so inferior compared to my mates who have already improved far beyond what i've expected. laziness is constantly a factor leading to the downfall of man's behaviour. with laziness hovering around me all the time, i cant seem to break away from the secluded space, constained by not only it, but also the lack of interest and my pride. i used to think i was 1 of the better skaters in singapore, till recently, i realised that many have far overtaken me, running at a pace faster and rising to challenge me. i ought to humble myself, and start practicing soon, otherwise i'll be left behind in this race that seemingly does not end. although i do not dream of myself as an olympic skater or someone close to it, i still do love skating. i must curb laziness. nationals are in february, and i want to go for it...