LiFe
Thursday, August 05, 2004
[ last edited by *celly on 11:52 PM ]
11:52 PM



Sigh. My heart feels as dense as a pound of gold. Maybe it is just the night time factor, but maybe it's just me- pmsing .My mood now swings like that of the deflection of a galvanometer-fast and ever-changing. Im gonna be a BIG lightbulb tomorrow. I don't want to be one... although you guys insist that im not, i do feel the sense of emptiness all right? Attached vs. not attached, obviously there will be a 3rd party who would not feel comfortable. Forget it. Explaining does not help. It just makes things worse. Maybe i should just sit in my little own corner, watch my own VCDs and ignore everything else. I should start learning to say no. I tell some people to do it, but i don't preach what i teach. Life is enough with studies to bother me. I don't want more things to burden my heart, which has to deal with so many issues simultaneously like solving mathematical questions. I'm tired of this life. Who will give me a break and deliver me from this? So let me slip away... just let me slip away...