LiFe
Thursday, August 19, 2004
[ last edited by *celly on 10:50 PM ]
10:50 PM



Today was one in which i experienced countless emotions. I was happy, but now i no longer recognise this happiness. It seems so far and intangible. School was fun, had loads of funny things happening, great company. Tuition was great too except probably that i was annoyed with mrs kao. Then came the best part. I saw my eye candy and we sort of glanced at each other for awhile. I felt like cloud 9 till haiz..... i got into a quarrel with my brother, again for the stupid computer. I admit i was in the wrong because i was pissed with the shower, which had only a pathetic little bit of water coming out. So i kept shouting to get the others to switch off the taps. It didn't work and my bro got pissed with me. Then came the part where i did my ss homework on my mum's computer. Guess what? She offed it accidentally. I was super pissed and annoyed because the computer takes a gazillion years to set up. Went over to my bro's room to borrow his computer. He refused to, saying that he always gives in to me. So i got into a quarrel with him. I admit i started it, but if you were less hostile, things wouldnt turn out like that right? Even if you don't want to hear it, i think your attitude sucks. Please improve on it and stop letting your friends take advantage of you!!!! Do your freinds ask you out when they don't need you? i can tell you no. i saw that before. why would you rather believe your friends than me? im disappointed in you. thought you have a higher EQ than me so you can handle things better. whatever man. now i feel super worn out by this. i havent had a good nite's sleep ever since the weekend. please give me a break. stop asking your friends over. they speak profanities and vulgarities and are like ah bengs. dont want my cute brother to turn into an ah beng. if that is what you want, i cant do anything. maybe i should stop. tears keeps welling up, but no one seems to know. the facade that hides every painful truth will remain as it is, preventing others from hurting me deeper.