LiFe: 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 11:38 PM ]
11:38 PM



Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you
Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
Well, I never knew how far behind I left you
And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed
And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

this song has ran through my mind endless times this past week. indeed you're only almost here. i guess we're just too different for each other. but at least i can heave a great big sigh of relief now that everything is settled :) and no, studies is not a random excuse that i thought of. i really am determined to study hard. at least pass my common test with satisfactory grades for now. don't worry that i'll be upset, because im not. i've given it some thoughts too and yes this is what i want as well. all the best in the future, and don't be so po ma the next time! :)

this week has been a terrible week. down with cough, flu and sore throat. went to see another doctor again today, and i like this doctor. he explains medicines i take- their purposes, names and effects. there were comforting thing too, like passing my nafpa test with a score of 29, finishing a 4 pages chinese compo and handing it in, being a part of corinne and jackie's contemporary dance and having settled this issue. WHEE!! i feel so serene and carefree now. i feel like screaming out this new found joy. hopefully this joy lingers long enough, because life really is getting very hectic, and making me feel upset too many times...


Monday, May 23, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 12:22 AM ]
12:22 AM



sigh. im so annoyed wif things these days. ppl pang seh-ng, go out n do nothin. im sian of everythin ald. shld juz stay home n indulge myself in studies n b a nerd instead. im sick of waiting. im sick of the not here not there feeling.


Thursday, May 19, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 10:18 PM ]
10:18 PM



woo hoo i passed 5 stations for NAPFA test! 4As n 1B. havent taken my 2.4 tho. aching like crazy now cuz i over stretched ytd but still did my napfa tdy. haha i broke my previous record! wahahaha yay. now sit n reach is 64cm, standing broad jump is 204cm, inclined pull up 13, sit-ups 45 n shuttle run 11.1s. good is good. but after that the day was long n tiring. slept thru maths lecture, pw lecture till tt pw tcher woke my row up. haha im bai ka now. gp quiz was so hard! all the things i've not really heard of. must start poring over the newspapers ald! collected my o levels cert tdy but paid $25 for the star on the wall! received some naggings when i told my mum.. not my fault rite... st. marg's is not that rich, but it is a GREAT school. wheee tmr is another short day! cant wait for weekends to come!


Wednesday, May 18, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 10:37 PM ]
10:37 PM



today was so 'happening'. haha the word happening is just so ehhh weird, but i guess apt here.

1. woo hoo i learnt all the steps for the j1 item ald! wei shan n i managed to catch up while zaki reviewed the steps.

2. got chased by wei ling n wan hua around the track n was attacked by them. got tickled till i was panting.

3. classes ended at 12.15 tdy! 1st time in SA history for me to end so early. hose ppl had to go cheer the tennis ppl.

4. got pestered to join green club again. haha i dun exactly like plants.

5. decided that i will just concentrate on dancing. anythin else in dance society will not affect me!

sian gp quiz tmr. haizzz gotta study ald.


Saturday, May 07, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 11:37 PM ]
11:37 PM



haha i woke up feelin sian n tired out but guess wad? tdy was another great day too! had dance frm 11 to 2. waaaa corinne teaches damn fast. im all confused up wif all her hollaback girl steps ald. but the song is GREAT. haha must go find charlotte to teach me. after tt came home n slept. dunno y i woke up in a puddle of drool! ehhh must b cuz i slept face down den mouth not closed properly. den i went to my aunt's house for a mass mother's day celebration. wooo my cousins r super chubby n cutee! took a few pics of n wif them. shall post tmr. wahhaha. dey keep dragging me to play a-e-i-o-u wif them, n the mr crocodile game. gosh n they were fascinated wif my phone. haha how weird. the younger 1 played wif my phone the entire nite la! damn cute.


Friday, May 06, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 10:45 PM ]
10:45 PM



tdy's orientation was super funny n fun! hahaha wei liang is spastic. his acting skills can win oscars man. the best game was the last 1, which involved ppl eating sweets n fruits on strings attached to the ceiling, while having evillll seniors pouring water n flour paste on us! it was really fun n i conclude tt kelly n yj r the most sadistic seniors! purposely find spots tt u'll haf trouble cleaning properly n smack a whole lot of flour paste there. wehhh i ended up waxing my left arm cuz the flour thingy got stuck n i had to pluck them out. washed my hair 3 times, yet i still dun feel clean enuf!! but tdy was fun. REALLY FUN. except that the orientation's too short!

*just realised ytd that u've got really nice and alluring eyes. love them :)


Tuesday, May 03, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 10:05 PM ]
10:05 PM



tdy was a nice day. 1st time in sajc that im wide awake in every lecture. hhaha was in fact HYPER throughout the entire day. guess the weekend had been a nice resting period, although it was AWFULLY boring to have stayed home throughout the entire weekend! tpank. ps n ps that's why din end up going out. i really love 05S52! i still remember the 1st time i saw the class list i wanted to change class! thank God we cant change classes. Found joey's pendants today! so happpy! really by God's grace i guess.. a cross n a clover. o n emm, ian, me, wan hua, aloy n some other ppl stayed back to practise for fri's chapel. singing 3 songs. haha. o n wei ling, thanks for taking 93 wif me!! haha otherwise i wld haf been so boreddd out man. :) hope ur leg recovers faster!!


Monday, May 02, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 12:19 AM ]
12:19 AM



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me n joline n the medal! wahaha.