LiFe
Saturday, May 28, 2005
[ last edited by *celly on 11:38 PM ]
11:38 PM



Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you
Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
Well, I never knew how far behind I left you
And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed
And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

this song has ran through my mind endless times this past week. indeed you're only almost here. i guess we're just too different for each other. but at least i can heave a great big sigh of relief now that everything is settled :) and no, studies is not a random excuse that i thought of. i really am determined to study hard. at least pass my common test with satisfactory grades for now. don't worry that i'll be upset, because im not. i've given it some thoughts too and yes this is what i want as well. all the best in the future, and don't be so po ma the next time! :)

this week has been a terrible week. down with cough, flu and sore throat. went to see another doctor again today, and i like this doctor. he explains medicines i take- their purposes, names and effects. there were comforting thing too, like passing my nafpa test with a score of 29, finishing a 4 pages chinese compo and handing it in, being a part of corinne and jackie's contemporary dance and having settled this issue. WHEE!! i feel so serene and carefree now. i feel like screaming out this new found joy. hopefully this joy lingers long enough, because life really is getting very hectic, and making me feel upset too many times...