LiFe: 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 12:46 AM ]
12:46 AM



i did smth really stupid ytd. i tried to reach for a can of shark's fin which was way outta reach, jumped for it n it landed on my poor last finger. now itz bruised and swollen n i cant feel my lil finger. bleah. and im starting to get pessimistic again. wad if i can nv feel my lil finger ever again in life? haha it ( my finger) feels detached ald! i can feel it at times, but at other times, itz juz a finger there. i guess im juz the sorta person who does things at the spur of the moment wifout tinking of the consequences. or perhaps im those who overestimate myself. i dunno... cny tis yr sucks. no visitations. boring and long weekend. cant wait for school to start altho i dun really like school either. but at least i get to c my frenz.

darn im hating this yr ald... so many bad things haf happened, so many disappointments and missed chances...

haha im fascinated wif the phrase wang wang!! whahaah i want to name my dog wang wang now! so cuttee!


Sunday, January 22, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 12:39 AM ]
12:39 AM



i hate people who are self centred. what's your problem man... you have a thing against my friend? why do you have to put her down always? her wealth is of no concern to you man! so what if others go to the toilet without you? blatantly it just means that you are not well-liked. so that explains why they decided to leave without you. moreover, you take your own sweet time to pack and expect bladder bursters to wait for you? so what if the rest decides to eat before you return? they do not have to seek permission from you before eating or are obliged to wait for you! don't be such a princess man. you are a big contradiction. constantly telling others how spoilt they are but you failed to see that oyu're the biggest of them all.. lousy asss...


Tuesday, January 17, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 9:56 PM ]
9:56 PM



it suddenly dawned upon me that i do hw base on how much respect i have for the teacher. Like i feel that the math tutor is really good, so if i don't do his work i feel guilty. Otherwise, i don't care about doing my chem hw. hmmm that says a lot bout our chem tutor. one who can't teach yet expects us to complete our work before tutorial...


Sunday, January 15, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 10:19 PM ]
10:19 PM



moody i am, over things i don't exactly know what they are. I just feel moody. Perhaps it's just sheer tiredness, or just PMS, but whatever it is, I feel like a clown. Meant only for entertainment, highly disregarded. Behind the plastered grin lies tears of unhappiness and sadness that no one knows or understand. "Why don't you let others understand?" It's just too troublesome. Moreover, i don't want others to know. Revealing things is a chore, what more you can't tell those you can trust from those you can't. Better to build a fortress to contain those things than to risk having it poured out like water to every corner of the ground. Things aren't as simple as they seem. Facades are much easier to mantain- only constant practices of the smile is needed. The truth requires courage and boldness, of which i lack, despite looking like im filled to the brim with it.


12:22 AM



haha new skin again.. and im loving it! haha itz not too bad, my genre type of skin. hehe shall edit the links n tagboard thing another time!! meanwhile if anyone sees me online for more than an hour, pls chase me off! :)



Friday, January 06, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 11:25 PM ]
11:25 PM



haha i dun exactly like this blog now. cant find nice skins, my tagboard's missing, links not updated. so ya bear wif it... when i haf time i'll do it again!!