LiFe: 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 10:20 PM ]
10:20 PM



this weekend had been an extremely tired one, with OCIP Selection Camp, dance and tuition, but i felt happy. i felt refreshed and this camp relived my nostalgic moments. this time last year, ocip 05 were the ones being tortured in camp. this year, we were the ones having to torture the juniors. i must say it felt easier having to be tortured than to torture others. so much planning was put in to torture and select the j1s, whereas last year we just had to accept and respond to the torture lashed upon us. i miss ocip 05. i love all of you. i miss the times we used to meet up to discuss, to slack, to eat, to play and even working in china. let this experience spark something within us to continue our community involvement work till adulthood ya? this whole experience has taught me countless things. tangible, intangible, and forged many memorable friendships. although the time has come for us to step down and pass on to our juniors, let me say something. we must never ever forget one another, not the friendship, the laughter, the joy and the days we all spent together. i look forward to the time we can all gather again, perhaps in gan hai zi, kunming, again to relive and share the moments of happiness and the spirit of giving once again. i hope that we'll always remember the esprit de corps we shared throughout this time. cheers to ocip 05, we all did a good job in the camp in the weekend! :))


Monday, July 24, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 11:34 PM ]
11:34 PM



*sigh. secretly wishing some nice guy will bring me out to watch the lakehouse. hmmm preferably someone i'll have interest in :)) blah. dreaming. dreamt a funny dream ytd, but why do weird dreams never come true? sigh. rapture and prelims are killing me softly and subtlely. siiighhhh. i realise i love to sigh a lot. i think it's fun, but my mum keeps trying to stop me from doing it...


Thursday, July 20, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 10:12 PM ]
10:12 PM



i hate to use the word hate, but this time i really have to, because life is just so irritating and i am quite hating everyday. probings, having to bear with people with people uber bossy, prima-donnas, endless dance trainings and the feeling of having to worry for the choreographer.what is this man. i think im PMS-ing, but i really cant cope with so many things already! studies, prelims, a levels, relationship with people. crap. i hate this life right now. someone please guide my life. i don't want to lead my own life no more


Monday, July 17, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 9:58 PM ]
9:58 PM



im sorry i lied. there are just some things you wish no one else knew except yourself, and i wasnt sure. i wasnt sure how i felt or what i wanted. i guess it comes naturally, perhaps like a buffer zone or a facade as others would put it, to deter people from knowing and probing more. someday, when im more certain, i'll tell you. im sorry i lied. a bad excuse to give but i "had" to. sorry.


Wednesday, July 05, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 10:49 PM ]
10:49 PM



here i am, back again from the disappearing act of not blogging, since the exams are over. for now. in a desperate attempt to try and improve my writing, i've decided to blog out to improve my exponentially deteriorating english. i think im in depression. the whole weekend was practically spent mourning for brazil's defeat to the unworthy france. things are going in a downward spiral. first brazil's defeat, then my pathetic results for bt2. i keep telling myself to study, but i simply lack focus. i keep trying to tell myself it is ok, because i had dance for half of june, and others had twice the amount of time to study. but deep inside, i think i'm only deceiving myself, because if other dancers can do it, so can i right? instead of trying to focus and study with the little time i had, i complained and succumbed to tiredness. i think im crazy. i wish for good results despite for studying for exams. even geniuses cant do that, what more me. wake up from slumber celly. it's almost the end point of the race, and you're not making any effort... bleah