LiFe
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
[ last edited by *celly on 10:49 PM ]
10:49 PM



here i am, back again from the disappearing act of not blogging, since the exams are over. for now. in a desperate attempt to try and improve my writing, i've decided to blog out to improve my exponentially deteriorating english. i think im in depression. the whole weekend was practically spent mourning for brazil's defeat to the unworthy france. things are going in a downward spiral. first brazil's defeat, then my pathetic results for bt2. i keep telling myself to study, but i simply lack focus. i keep trying to tell myself it is ok, because i had dance for half of june, and others had twice the amount of time to study. but deep inside, i think i'm only deceiving myself, because if other dancers can do it, so can i right? instead of trying to focus and study with the little time i had, i complained and succumbed to tiredness. i think im crazy. i wish for good results despite for studying for exams. even geniuses cant do that, what more me. wake up from slumber celly. it's almost the end point of the race, and you're not making any effort... bleah