LiFe: 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
Monday, April 23, 2007
[ last edited by *celly on 10:31 PM ]
10:31 PM



congrats celena. you have just made yourself another enemy thanks to the insensitivity, tactlessness and lack of will to reconciliate with the one whom you do not like.

blah. why am i such a spoilt brat when it comes to treating others? why can't i love unlovables? i teach my girls to love the unlovables yet i ostracise and act fuel to fire.

he does not talk now.

he does not respond to conversations anymore

the most he says is "cel, line __"

that's it.

i feel really bad for treating people like that. celena, time to wake up and treat others nicely.

blah. i hate it that it is the final week and i can't seem to concentrate.


Thursday, April 12, 2007
[ last edited by *celly on 11:31 PM ]
11:31 PM



im glad many have prayed for me regarding uni! im really thankful to know there are people who care about me!

Anyway, here's an uplifting story i read!


The 3 Trees.

Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull." Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the Hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me."

After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter," and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest. At the second tree the woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree. I should be able to sell it to the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship. When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the Woodsmen said, "I don't need anything special from my Tree, I'll take this one," and he cut it down. When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces, and left alone in the dark.

The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time. Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and He stood and said "Peace" and the Storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat. Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.

The moral of this story is that when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, God will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had Imagined. We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always best. Please keep this moving... Pass it on, so God may inspire more people on the way.

May your day be blessed. And until we meet again, may God cradle you In the palm of His hand


Tuesday, April 10, 2007
[ last edited by *celly on 11:43 PM ]
11:43 PM



sigh this is really saddening. cher applied for smu this morning and after lunch she received a phone call for interview next tuesday. SIGH. and she didnt even submit her documents. my resume/ application can be shredded and thrown away already. maybe they already did. SIGH. do i really need to study private uni? SIGH. it doesnt help that work is not going well. closed a perm accounts assistant case, that was it. it made my day, no correction, 10 minutes of today much better to pass.


This world doesnt give people who have commited mistakes a second chance.


I'M CRESTFALLEN. I need to fast and meditate and pray about uni soon. SIGH. maybe that's why jane thinks i look frail. or sandy thinks i look sad. even the dancers think so. even I think so.

i'm a flower, quickly fading. i'm losing my youth too fast worrying about my future. eyebags, dark rings, dry skin, outbreaks. if only there were answers and certainty, at least for some things in life. SIGH.

*no prizes for guessing the number of sighs i've exclaimed today


Sunday, April 01, 2007
[ last edited by *celly on 11:01 PM ]
11:01 PM



i don't like university application. it stressed me out because i cldnt find certs, i cldnt find the letters and i had to type many many things. TROUBLESOME! worst of it all is having to input the grades. SIGH. i want business badly! discretionary admission's my only way out.