LiFe
Saturday, May 16, 2009
[ last edited by *celly on 10:58 PM ]
10:58 PM



I hate it when people around me are not happy, or are troubled. it just makes me feel crappy cuz i can't seem to do anything to make them happier and i feel troubled with them when they r troubled.. the least i could do was to hear them out, let them tell me about their problems, but i can't solve them. if i could, i think i'll be God then. haha but seriously, why do all the nice people get into all these shits?

what is this that moulin rouge raves about;
the best thing in the world is to love and be loved?

this is such a silly ideology. the greatest pain on earth is to love someone wholeheartedly, but know that you'll never get back that same kind of love. that is the tragedy in life. u try, u please, u accomodate, u sacrifice, u . . . but in the end, the response is still the same. so why would u wanna put yourself into that pithole?

if there's one thing i learnt from all these friends this week, it is to not trust in love. im not being pessimistic, but honestly, to me, the only way you'll not get hurt is just not to let yourself think about wanting to be with the person, and essentially, totally stop loving the person in a different way from being friends. don't narrow your own horizons and arrow that one fish in the ocean. there are heaps of fish in the ocean and u never know, some other fish might come in your way and sweep you off the boat and surprise u.

it's so easy to just sit and say these things, but i hope i'll be able to learn all of these, and make myself stronger.

CAN'T LIFE BE SIMPLER? free from all these spastic things, cuz at the end of the day, you'll be thinking, danggg that was really stupid, and i wasted my life thinking n doing things about it.

SIGH. bad week.