LiFe
Sunday, December 28, 2003
[ last edited by *celly on 1:02 PM ]
1:02 PM



ever listened to hold on? now i know how the person must have felt. i am feeling the same way too. how is it possible to hold on, when all you want to do is to die now? what is there to hold on to? the world is such a weird place. you never know what's gonna happen next. no one knows. being whipped with a cane at a grand old age of 15 is never fun. i feel like no one cares about me at all. why is this world so hard and cold? why do people constantly have to hide their feelings? is it wrong to tell the truth? and why do people who have authority always abuse what they have? i wish i have the answers to these questions... you ask me a question. i want to reply and i did reply. what did you do to me? whack me up just because i replied you. is this the way it should be happening? i am reduced to a pathetic state just because of a question. body filled with cuts from the cane that are bloody and drying up. is this the way i should be treated? with tears flowing down my swollen red eyes i think about these questions. can anyone answer these questions at all? anyone? i just feel like dying now... why cant i be older now? i want to grow out of this age. soon. i don't want to use your money anymore. i wish i can just earn money and get the hell out of this place which has no love at all. where is the love?

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

hold on. does it get any better? i wonder..