LiFe
Monday, November 22, 2004
[ last edited by *celly on 1:55 AM ]
1:55 AM



finally decided to blog again cuz im soooo bored now. itz 1.56am but i cant slp! the person whom i wanna talk to's phone no batt so bleahzz... no entertainment. finally the o's are over. cant believe it. it passed like a breeze, but no it wasnt as easy as a breeze. tis exam brought me closer to God i feel. i could feel His presence in many of my papers, guiding me through my mistakes. although i was tired, You gave me the strength to carry on. couldnt haf made it without You God. Thanks for being wif me. came to realise that my cell group seems to b getting more and more superficial wif time. ppl who used to share last time no longer had the enthusiasm for it. everything seems so superficial now. "will it ever return to how it used to be?" i wondered these days since i had way too much time to tink bout such things. friends are gonna come n go, but not cell group people. they will grow up wif you, spiritually n physically. how are we to grow if we each build a wall to cover ourselves up? i wish we'll b more open wif one another. seek each other's help in times of need n share each other's woes. everyone feels lonely for no reason, tinking no one cares. i tink itz cuz we're all too bothered about whether any1 wld care. i guess i'll hafta start opening up to my cell group ppl n involve them in lmy life's decisions. mayb we shld try to catch up more.. picnics, lunch or sports any1?